rookieJR

Mar 27, 2005

blind..

I need to get out
There’s something wrong ’round here
I have no doubt
We’re all really down from fear
Everything’s dark
And I cannot find
What I’ve been looking for
So I have to say I’m blind
But he cannot see
But he cannot see
Yeah...

If you do
Shed a tear
Don’t go near my place
Because i, I won’t be here
There’s no love lost between you and me
And that’s the way that I like it
I wanna live life like a normal man
And I think I can, yeah
But he cannot see
Yeah, he cannot see
He’s blind, oh yeah
Ooh, fuck, yeah, all right

I’m blind
Oh, I’m blind

If you do
Shed a tear
Don’t go near my place, baby
Cause i, I won’t be here
There’s no love lost between you and me
And that’s the way that I like it
I wanna live life like a normal man
And I think I can
But he cannot see
Yeah, he cannot see
He’s blind, oh yeah
Ooh, fuck, yeah, all right

Yeah, ooh, no, yeah
Fuck, ooh, all right

Posted at 04:34 pm by rookieJR
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Mar 11, 2005

truth

im now not in a fucking good mood or a fucking bad mood...
im also not in a fucking angry mood or a fucking annoying mood.
im not in a fucking happy mood....not in a fucking sad mood..

im just in a fucking confusing mood..i aint what i am today..
im fucking lost in this lonely world of mine..
who am i?...im no one...no one to anyone..
im confused.....am i being played?..or is this the reality..
is this the truth you're telling me?...or is it for the sake of revenge?..
im fucking confused...i will only listen to a person...a person name truth..

Posted at 09:43 pm by rookieJR
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Feb 8, 2005

choy sun touuu....

tong tong tong chang!..tong tong tong chang!..sing nien tau leee.....gong hei fatt choy...angpau na loi....choi sun tou choi sun tou ..yat hui tai hei lei..lei yau chin tou...mou mou mou...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU GUYS OUT THEREE!!may u guys have a wonderful year ahead and get many many angpaus!!!to those out there who have no plans yet for cny...well..visit uncle lim aka choi sun yeh to seek some financial advises on how to be rich or poor in a second...rich son..poor dad...wat a title for the newest book ever produced by none other than our famous god of gambler uncle lim...im dead bored now in the middle of morning of not knowing wat to do...no plans yet...anywya i think i'll just stop here ....have fun guys...

-bored to death as to bored to live to death--sk-

lolz...

Posted at 12:14 am by rookieJR
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Jan 31, 2005

guess who's back??..

huzzahhh!!..im back into bloggingg...well..its been a long time since i blog few long weeks agoo..didnt get the time to check out my blog...middle of no where now..so bored..might as well scribble down some stuff here just to fill up my free time..hmm..good news today!..das gave me the permission to drop my physics!..asshole subject...dunno wat's going on although the teacher is good in teaching...mr stevie is leaving us today..bio teacher...fan kuat chai..idiot..say he's going to teach us for quite a long time...but going off to uitm to persue his dreams i guess...dreams of getting higher pay there and looking forward in knowing some malay chics..lolz..well anyway...good luck my fren...cny is coming...yeahh..time to gather around with frens and families...its nice to see them around during cny...well for those out there..happy chinese new year and pls dun be a cock this year...cock a dool a dool..for those gay bastards who are born during the year of rooster....any cock will do!..bet u do..well end here and blog next time when im free...

Posted at 02:29 pm by rookieJR
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Jan 8, 2005

what is love....

love is in the air..love is everywhere...love love love...what is love actually??....ever heard b4 the phrase, love is love, forever more, love is endowed by eternity..hmm..dun seem to get that phrase right..correct me if im wrong..love is something beatiful that we should treasure in every moment of our life..love can be from our family, love ones..or friends..but the best thing in our life is falling in love...hmm..many ppl ask..when only we can find our true love??..to love or not to love..that's a question!..our life is made up by choices..choices that we need to seek...choices that we need to choose...but must we really choose who to love and who not to love?..falling in love is a thing..but making that scene to happen is another thing..dont walk the walk..or talk the talk...but walk the talk...it is always easy for us to say how to make a person falls in love with you..but it's hard to do it..screw it up..and your life is screwed..there are many fishes in the sea..but why must you always find nemo??..that's true..but must we find someone that we love but yet that someone dont love us??..love is a complicating thing..a feeling that both parties must have on each other..friends always say.."love is like making love..when you are in love..you make the love happens..that is why they called it making love..."..bastards...Everyone wants to be loved by others..do show your appreciation to those who are in love with you...at least they have the guts to tell you that they love you...dont just leave them aside and pretend nothing happened...this hurts..not only to that person..but indirectly..you are hurt too...dont just throw your friendship away because of the word love..not worth it...so shall you say,"may you rest in peace to all the mother fuckers out there who kicked the word love out from the dictionary,"

Posted at 11:12 pm by rookieJR
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a story to hear..

a day more to spend till my very last blood flows away from muh body....coll starting soon..and it sucks..its killin me...cant stand it..just found out that got lots of homeworks to do..especially maths..wat the fuck man..one more day and expect me to finish them???..ez to say..hard to do it..well...cut this shit up..found this story from dar vin..kind of interesting....

An aetheist was taking a walk through the woods.
"What majestic trees!
What powerful rivers! What beautiful
animals!" he said to himself.

As he was walking alongside the river he heard a
rustling in the
bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw
a 7 foot grizzly charge towards him. He ran as
fast as he could up the path. He looked over his
shoulder and saw that the bear was closing in on
him. He looked over his shoulder again, and the
bear was even closer.

He tripped and fell on the ground. He rolled over
to pick himself up
but saw the bear right on top of him, reaching
for
him with his left paw and raising his right paw
to strike him.

At that instant the Aetheist cried out: "Oh my
God!..." Time stopped.
The bear froze.
The forest was silent.
As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice
came
out of the sky:
"You deny my existence for all of these years,
teach others I don't
exist, and even credit creation to a cosmic
accident. Do you expect me to help you out of
this predicament?
Am I to count you as a believer?"

The aetheist looked directly into the light, "It
would be hypocritical
of me to suddenly ask You to treat me as a
Christian now, but perhaps
could you make the BEAR a Christian?"

"Very well," said the voice.

The light went out.
The sounds of the forest resumed.
And then the bear dropped his right paw,
brought both paws together and bowed his head and
spoke:

"Lord, bless this food, which I am about to
receive from thy bounty
through Christ our Lord Amen."

hmm...read it a few times..brain kinda slow today..so i cant interpret it whether it suppose to be a joke or a fairy tale story bout jesus christ..wtf??.who cares anyway...not into it....and for those christians out there who like to go bitch talking bout me in front of my parents..well..GO TO HELL SUCKERS!!..its like my whole life change since my sis came back from uk..telling me that she's a christian...my response to her when i 1st knew it was..what the fuck....at 1st..i was supportive of what she's been doing all this while..but i had change my mind since shit happens to me when im up in kl..she's been telling dad n mum bout all the shit im doing although she promised me not to tell them..and when i asked her..she told me that christians dun lie...oh man...but the thing i hate most is those christians friends out there who like to go confess everything bout me in front of my parentss...bout what i do...well...fuck you too...why cant we go on with the life we have and mind your own business...why must ppl nowadays destroy other ppl's life for the sake of the guy who died on the cross long time ago???..im not criticising bout Him..just that cant you guys out there to shut the fuck up??...stop telling other ppl what is good or bad..who to trust or dont trust...i knew that my sis wasnt like this b4 she went to uk...she was a good clubber....and out of a sudden..came and told me that clubbing is a piece of shitt??...well fuck you again...and pls dont tell me that Jesus is great or what so ever...everyone got their own God to believe in...and its up to them whether they wanna meet up with Allah, Buddha etc...in my opinion...religions exist because of one reason...world peace..yea..that's my opinion of it..why ppl have to fight against each other to find out which religion is the best??.DO you really see all the Gods up there debating on each other to see who's the boss..who's the apprentice??think bout it..and stop asking ppl who to follow...a good leader doesnt ask ppl to follow his orders...do what you think is best for you and the world...

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Jan 7, 2005

no one is perfect..

just realised that no one is perfect in this world.....hell knows who is perfect...

Posted at 09:04 pm by rookieJR
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two beds and a coffee machine..

and she takes another step..
slowly she opens the door..
check that he is sleeping.
pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor..
been up half the night screaming now it's time to get away..
pack up the kids in the car..
another bruise to try and hide..
another alibi to write..

another ditch in the road..
you keep moving..
another stop sign..
you keep moving on..
and the years go by so fast..
wonder how i ever made it through..

and there are children to think of...
baby's asleep in the backseat..
wonder how they'll ever make it through this living nightmare...
but the mind is an amazing thing..
full of candy dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel...
two beds and a coffee machine..
but there are groceries to buy...
and she knows she'll have to go home..

another ditch in the road..
you keep moving..
another stop sign..
you keep moving on..
and the years go by so fast..
wonder how i ever made it through..

another bruise to try and hide..
another alibi to write...
another lonely highway in the black of night..
but there's hope in the darkness...
you know you're going to make it..

another ditch in the road..
you keep moving...
another stop sign...
you keep moving on...
and the years go by so fast...
silent fortress built to last...
wonder how i ever made it ....

Posted at 04:38 pm by rookieJR
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what the fuck???

huzzahh..just found out from jolene that it was ez to start a blog..in the middle of morning..fucking bored..decided to start up with this...coll is bout to start in two more days..sighz...time passes by so fast..cant get to do what i want to do this holiday..basically..eat..sleep..tv..sighz..hate coll..classes in da morning..makes me sleepy most of the time..oh well..this is a brand new year for me..might as well turn over a new leaf...which i had said it many times to baz..after every exam we took last year..2004 been quite a challenging year to me..things happen..shit does happen sometimes..been going through a lot of ups and downs since went up to kl..had problems with my mum and dad..relationships probs..as for my studies..they do suck at last...it has been fuckin hard to cope up with them after a year of lots of lepaking..but hell knows what's gonna happen this year..2005....ahh..happy new year to you peepz out there....had a lil change in the way i celeb-ed new year this year..up in kl again..no celebrations held this year due to the tsunami case..but hell knows it makes no diff to me..same old routine..clubbing..thumbs up to Zouk kl...great DJs', good musics..wonderful chics..as for the drinks..fuck the rules!!not to say the prices of those drinks there are not reasonable..just that the rules says that we have to fucking pay rm 15++ to refill our coke???what the fuck??...havent been through this b4 all the time i club in kl..but what the fuck..aint gonna go back there unless there's any event in future....well..it has been a pleasure to scribble down some stuff here...makes no sense that im writing all this down....maybe this is just the begining..who knows when it will end..every begining has its ending..and every ending is a happy ending..well fuck you if u think like that..

Posted at 03:06 am by rookieJR
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